frenz

im never gonna be SO BLOODY STUPID AGAIN!!!

im never gonna organize class gathering ,

thanks to all those super COOPERATIVE ppl..

I tot it ppl would come after a year of not meeting each other,

but seems like im SO wrong,

so disappointed wit them.

after 2 yrs, and this is how much our frenship worth.

I SEE..

its ok, i finally see who is who and came to my senses.

i truly appreciate those ppl tat support me,

and those ppl who are truly busy i understand,

but im sure wit this totally disappointed attendees,

some of you are free,

and just bcus some others are not joining us,

doesn't mean we are not ur frens..

far & near

you never thought it was possible,
yet at times it seems so near;
you feel its presence,
but you cant grab hold to it...

through the mist, you see a shadow wondering near you,

but when you try to find it, its gone,

yet you never stop wondering whether was it really thr,

or were you just too imaginative,

as time goes by, with all this reoccuring around you,

you hesitated, wonder was it ever worth to duel on it,
things that always seem so blur;
you tried to give up, feel ur head with other thoughts,
but when you're alone, these thoughts starts lurking in ur mind again.

muahahahahaha, OVER

maths is over,OVER

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA....

no more maths for me,

i feel so happy rite now,

gonna trough all my maths stuff away..

SRY to all my teacher for letting you down always,

since form 4.. :(

SRY,

Pn Azizah (F4&F5), Mrs Chua (tuition), Mr Tharam(college)

and no more,

wont ever wanna take maths subject again,

although its intereting, but im a stone,

and stone heads cant turn :p

MErmaid

I wil not be the like the real little mermaid,

who waited for the person she love and turn into bubbles.

Neither would i be the fairy tale mermaid,

Ariel who get to live happy ever after with prince Eric.

i dont think me and you will have a happy ever after,

and i can wait for you so long...

I shall move on.

I know you are aware of how i feel,

since no action was taken,

this proves how much I mean to you

if you really did feel for me..

So i guess its done then,

time to move on.

No point waiting for someone,

and sacrificing for you anymore..

you've proven how much i am to you,

so good bye,

from now,

Me,

You,

We're just FREINDS..

im gonna be ME, not your MAID...

tired, hungry & satisfy

today went sunway chiong k wit 2 so po,

see yuen & kit ying..

finally getta chiong k, but then still not enough...

going after trials again =)

then walk walk awhile, go back home...

find my way back home from sunway...

its wasn't that hard..

(hehehe, finally know how to go home =) )

but it deosn't end yet,

continue the crazyness in me at TCM..

when and watch 2 movies back to back without eating dinner...

to make things more extreme, i dint even have LUNCH...

=)

suprisingly im still standing,

watched step up 3, they kinna rock...

although i dont plan to do hip hop,

but the way they move its just ******,

SPEECHLESS...

when only i can be like tat?? (10 yrs)

then got free tickets for resident evil....

wow, the security was like****

first they took all our phone and cam,

then they got that thingi to check for metal on our body...

like we're going to some huge functions VIP in it....

hahaha,

but it was just a movie at Tropicana City Mall.....

finally got home now and can eat some thing...

i only ate 6 bananas 1 cup pf tea,loh hon guo & cereal for the entire day...

&

IM ALIVE!!!!

hehe =)

FAKE vs REAL

Can you tell the difference between them?
What is fake to you may be real to others,
but what is real to you may be fake to others.
so do you really know what is fake and what is real????

Sometimes the fake just seems so real,
or you wish it was real, so it became real to you.
Other times you wish the real was fake,
you lie to ur self making you believe it is fake.

so do you really know again wha is fake and real???
Because the fake may seem so real, and the real may seem so fake

i know i should be sleeping now, but i cant...

my headis fill with all sorts of thoughts now....

A guy tat once liked me finally found someone,

im happy for him.

but sometimes i wonder, izit my lost that i did not treasure him when i had the chance to??

After so many similar cases,

they always end up with someone else, but never me.

why dint i grab hold to the chance that i had once?

I guess im just too scared,

i was hurt once, and ONCE was enough!!

Its enough for me to never take second chances in LOVE.

Knowing how bad even a merely happen relationship realy hurt,

its enough for me to holdmy self back..

Although he doesn't really matters to me now,

and we are just frenz.

but i can never seem to forget the pain..

NOT the pain that he caused,

but the PAIN of how does bad relationships end up to be...

I just feel lonely sometimes, and wonder how will it be like to be loved...

the GUILT

i feel a guilt in me,

a guilt that its carved inside my heart...

i can never forget that day,

If i did not stun thr,

if i had did something,

if i had stay and not go,

maybe you will still be with me....

you were always my best listener..

although you never replied me,

but you will never turn ur back on me...

i miss you so much,

how many times when i sat alone,

i think of you...

tears just start to burst out of me...

how i wish i know whr are you rite now...

and even how more i wish you can be by my side everytime i need you...

but you're gone,

gone for good...

i cant tell you how sry i was and am for leaving you...

i love you,

if you are out thr now,

i hope you will find someone who love you more than me...

TO : Coco with LOVE...