STRESS!!!!

cant sleep tonite....

having headache....

its coming back again....

and i just started my new life....

but its not oni bcuz of studies,

thr are so many more things keeping me up at this hr...

i duno why, i just cant seem to stay calm,

wat if she's late??

although she's been late few times...

wat if she deosn't come??

wat am i suppose to do?????

freak out or stay calm....?

cant sleep, pain pain, head pain..

maybe im just overdoing it,

why am i always thinking so much,

thinking bout anything n every possibilities...

i hate it!!!

can it just stop for awhile,

give me some peace...!!!!

i freaking need some peace...

SOMEONE , ANYONE, GIVE ME SOME PEACE....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

silence....(shhhh)

i shall leave with happy memories,

and a smile to say i'll be alright.

i wont deny although it has only been such a short while,

it still hurt abit inside.

but even it does, i still believe i did it rite,

i dont wanna break others heart just to keep mine.

thanks for what u once gave me,

leaving wit a hug was the last thing i could only offer you.

i hope you see beauty in her and find each other importance within one another.

now i shall leave silently and go back to my world.

frenz

im never gonna be SO BLOODY STUPID AGAIN!!!

im never gonna organize class gathering ,

thanks to all those super COOPERATIVE ppl..

I tot it ppl would come after a year of not meeting each other,

but seems like im SO wrong,

so disappointed wit them.

after 2 yrs, and this is how much our frenship worth.

I SEE..

its ok, i finally see who is who and came to my senses.

i truly appreciate those ppl tat support me,

and those ppl who are truly busy i understand,

but im sure wit this totally disappointed attendees,

some of you are free,

and just bcus some others are not joining us,

doesn't mean we are not ur frens..

far & near

you never thought it was possible,
yet at times it seems so near;
you feel its presence,
but you cant grab hold to it...

through the mist, you see a shadow wondering near you,

but when you try to find it, its gone,

yet you never stop wondering whether was it really thr,

or were you just too imaginative,

as time goes by, with all this reoccuring around you,

you hesitated, wonder was it ever worth to duel on it,
things that always seem so blur;
you tried to give up, feel ur head with other thoughts,
but when you're alone, these thoughts starts lurking in ur mind again.

muahahahahaha, OVER

maths is over,OVER

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA....

no more maths for me,

i feel so happy rite now,

gonna trough all my maths stuff away..

SRY to all my teacher for letting you down always,

since form 4.. :(

SRY,

Pn Azizah (F4&F5), Mrs Chua (tuition), Mr Tharam(college)

and no more,

wont ever wanna take maths subject again,

although its intereting, but im a stone,

and stone heads cant turn :p

MErmaid

I wil not be the like the real little mermaid,

who waited for the person she love and turn into bubbles.

Neither would i be the fairy tale mermaid,

Ariel who get to live happy ever after with prince Eric.

i dont think me and you will have a happy ever after,

and i can wait for you so long...

I shall move on.

I know you are aware of how i feel,

since no action was taken,

this proves how much I mean to you

if you really did feel for me..

So i guess its done then,

time to move on.

No point waiting for someone,

and sacrificing for you anymore..

you've proven how much i am to you,

so good bye,

from now,

Me,

You,

We're just FREINDS..

im gonna be ME, not your MAID...

tired, hungry & satisfy

today went sunway chiong k wit 2 so po,

see yuen & kit ying..

finally getta chiong k, but then still not enough...

going after trials again =)

then walk walk awhile, go back home...

find my way back home from sunway...

its wasn't that hard..

(hehehe, finally know how to go home =) )

but it deosn't end yet,

continue the crazyness in me at TCM..

when and watch 2 movies back to back without eating dinner...

to make things more extreme, i dint even have LUNCH...

=)

suprisingly im still standing,

watched step up 3, they kinna rock...

although i dont plan to do hip hop,

but the way they move its just ******,

SPEECHLESS...

when only i can be like tat?? (10 yrs)

then got free tickets for resident evil....

wow, the security was like****

first they took all our phone and cam,

then they got that thingi to check for metal on our body...

like we're going to some huge functions VIP in it....

hahaha,

but it was just a movie at Tropicana City Mall.....

finally got home now and can eat some thing...

i only ate 6 bananas 1 cup pf tea,loh hon guo & cereal for the entire day...

&

IM ALIVE!!!!

hehe =)