Monday, 9.20p.m
Once, we were such great frenz...U were nice, cute, kinda good looking, smart n cared for me...
I tot that v could remain always as very good n close frenz...
Although I wont deny tat i had fallen for u once, but it was now the pass...
Although I cant really walk out of the shadow u once left behind,
Although I hope I had never fallen for u,
Although I now it still hurts me deeply juz by taking a glance of u,
Although ur attitude to me has chenga completely,
Although we dun talk anymore,
and Although I dun know why r u treating me tat way..
despite all those 'ALTHOUGH' I still rea,y hope tat v could return to wat v use to be...
I, for now do not like u anymore, i juz hope tat v can be best frenz, telling each other secrets, cheering each other up when who ever is down n so on...
That is all i wish for....

today KRS interview...
I dunno why i dint feel very happy today, it was like something was stuck inside my head.
I dunno wat was it, but i could not get it out.
Untill now, i still dont think I've made the right decesion.
sure if i did get wat i could get i wont think tis way, but becuase of XXX only looking on our ranking by giving post & not our ability tat's why i hated it so much..
Today, i dint get to go for the LM trip which i really wanted to go...
but once again i choose KRS over it.
Of cousre is because of some Ex-seniors that came back which I really like also thats y i chose KRS over LM...
Till now, i still cant get over it & still feel depress when i think of it...

Yay...I went and donate 300ml of blood today..
haha
At first really damn scary...Also dunno where did i get the courage ti donate blood...
When i saw the needle so big, i wanted to run away aldi.. hehe
but in the end, actualy i think not as pain as i expected it to be...
Although there was still some pain when they prick my finger and when they inject dunno what(hehe), but I think its still ok and boleh tahan...
compare to those ppl suffering, its nothing.

YAY!!!
the camp was fun...
The only thing is that i did not get a chance to get up the gajet tower...sob sob...
overall this camp was a succes,keep up the good work my juniors,I'm sure u"ll be a great leader someday...
Gathering together in camps with ex seniors was really fun & happy...
V talk n share with each others our stuff n of course tease ppl n lena tease back too...haha...
I love all my seniors in KRS n really hope that v can always have tis kinda gathering someday again too...