Sunday, May 27, 2012

REALITY DO HURT



I know im giving you alot of pressure, that is because i dun want it to fail......

I cant afford it, you to fail me....



Not that i dun wanna help you out, is i dun have the ability yet to help you.....
the most i can do is just remind you, give you encouragement in every way possible i know of..


maybe it doesn't appeal to you, but you dun expect me to spell it out to you right???
if you cant feel it, is ok, because im just doing some little things that i can do in my way to help you.... 
you know i will not let you face it alone..
im always there nagging and reminding and trying my best to provide you support in ways i know....
i hope you understand.... I want you to be happy......


I'm sorry if i made you felt lonely in facing it alone, i will try and do better next time....
but i hope you also understand under limited resources, this is all that i can do for now....



Wednesday, May 23, 2012

F*** YOU!!!!!!

letting out my anger here, cant open face book!!!!!
also letting you girls know how to handle if you meet this kinna if you are alone and u accidently hit a car....

That day i was driving to go get stuffs from a shop, there were alot of cars when i wanna cut out into the next lane, there was a SATRIA NEO BLACK!!! in front of me, i saw then moving, so i release break slowly, my auto car moved abit, then i dint notice the car breaked infront of me, because cars were cutting in, and i was looking at the other side to cut out.. like maybe 6 seconds, my car jerk abit...

at first i tot i hit the curb of the road, then i saw the hand from SATRIA asking me to move to the side, then i know i accidently hit it...

i tot should be nothing much, cause i just let go brake oni, i went down n look at the car, dint even bother bout my own car...

couldn't see it the first time, the owner Malay Lady had to point it to me... so then i saw it, it was a scratch, around 5cm long, as thin as a needle.. so i told her i am very sorry, i ask her how she wanna settle???

she told me her car duno what tranquility black shit, the color very rare, send to the workshop, need freaking paint the entire bumper....i say need mer?? and the bf started scolding me, she wanted charge me RM200 and her BF was scolding me bad words, i ignore.. i told her i am very sorry, all i have it RM50 in my wallet, i can give you.

she dint want, then she ask for my hp and IC (wanna take a picture of my IC). say she will call me and ask me pay next time. and our conversation went on like this, filled with violence from her BF.

me : sry miss, I dont think i can let you have a picture of my IC, as it contain personal information

her BF : FUCK YOU!!! what the hell personal information, YOU WANT ME TO PUNCH YOUR FACE INTO THE ROAD???  tell me what stupid personal information.

ME : sry i really cannot give you my IC, you can have my driving licence if you want, but not IC...

her BF : YOU ARE FREAKING STUPID RIGTH !!!!

me: sry can we sit find somewhere to continue our conversation, cause i need to get some stuff urgently

lady: no im rush to go XXX ( i forgot, but is somewhere near Seremban)

me: whr is that????

her BF : FUCK YOU, are you local ah.

me: i oni travel within this area, so i duno whr is it.

lady : whr you stay

ME : XXXX

lady : i know the house prices there, dun tell me you no money!!! ( i was thinking money oso not mine, and so what, im not selling my house)

ME : hold on can i call my fren.....

her BF: call as many fren you like stupid..

after i called my fren.

i told the lady: i really dun have money, the most i can give you is RM50 that is all i got in my wallet...

her BF: FUCK YOU la, u langgar orang kereta then wanna pay RM50 and run...

he kept scolding my, saying FUCK YOU, say wanna punch my face into the road, and i was alone at 8.50p.m. i was so scared..

then my fren came, my fren offer to ask somebody to help them cover the scratch beautifully and cost around RM100 most, she dun want, insisting i need pay her RM200 for the 5CM LONG THIN SCRATCH... my fren told me go police station, but i dint want, cus i duno go police what will happen...

later i told the lady can you ask your bf to step aside, i cannot communicate with him around and im trying to solve this...

i told the lady, im really very sorry, i know you love your car, but i really dun have money, all i have is RM50, and your bf is threatening me. so please, im just a student... can you just accept RM50 and we settle this. she say NO, at least RM150..... my fren told me go police station, cuz she dun wanna settle it, mt fren oso told her, go police station, the most is pay saman oni, and she oso cannot claim insurance on such a small matter, that's why she oso dint wanna go police station, the malay lady said: "kenapa you mahu bayar sama kat police???"

then her bf came back with a rock in his hand, he said : you langgar orand kereta, tak mahu bayar, you mahu say lempar batu ni at your car???

my fren: you mahu u lempar la.. then we solve this....

but the Malay bf dint throw, instead he said: you mahu this rock in your face isit??

the 2 guys were at the edge of fighting, and i was crying, i was really scared already, that guy had a rock in his hand. i told my fren, I PAY HER RM50, you get into my car now, later i come in you drive away ok... go.....

so I GAVE RM50 told the Malay lady, " here, this is all i have, take it, your BF is threatening me, im already very scared, i dun think i can talk to you anymore.." i walk to my car like one car distance away, get into it, and my fren started driving. the Malay guy shouted, BODOH ORANG CINA LANGGAR MAHU LARI!!

3 seconds later i got onto the car, i heard a loud noise from my car, the Malay guy took the rock in his hand which was half the size of my head and THROW IT TOWARDS MY CAR...

my fren was pissed and nearly fight...luckily 4 arab man came down and stopped the them both.

now after so many days, i am over it, suddenly got a police letter came to my house, asking me go police station on Sunday because the SATRIA NEO owner reported to police,

I'm like what the hell man, i paid you, and you throw rock at my car, you somemore dare go report police, fine, if you really wanna charge me, im gonna charge you back for assaulting me, threatening my safety, and throwing rock towards me... lets see what the police will do....

girls, if you ever hit a car, and you are alone, please beware of this kinna ppl.....

if you see a black satria neo with a short fat man and short fat lady with lots of holes on her face, dun go near then, they just want your money....BEST IS GO POLICE STATION !!!!!