我，你了解吗？？

多过半年了，我真的有那么难捉摸吗？？

你还听不出来我几时不开心吗？？？？？

你还不明白当我犹豫不决时，告诉你我应不应该的时候，

我多么希望你能够在我身边吗？？

我的心真的有那么难了解吗？？

有时觉得好辛苦要一直等待，期待，盼望的某一天。

我现在只想靠一靠，躺一躺，什么都不要想。

可是女人乱想的天性还是无法被压抑！！！

Sometimes after quarrels only you realize how much a person worth in your heart.

But usually after quarrels, there will be a shadow within both of you..

Even though you may realize he/she is important, but its hard to go back to how it begin， no matter how hard you try.

Everything was still so perfect and all you see in each other was how much they loved you, and how much you love them. you could care less about your surroundings.

You may wonder with all the flaws u see in your other half, is it worth holding on?

Yet, you still wont let go because you remember how he/she once embrace you..

You might feel that is tough sometimes, to hard to hold on, why dun u just let it go, anyway there might be tons of better ones out there.

Yet again, u recall how he/she notice something that you yourself do not even bother off caring and felt so warm deep inside.

Now, when things get really hard between both of you, and it seems like the only solution is giving up on each other. can you let go？?
You try real hard erasing the images in your memories. Yet the harder you try you rub it away, the harder you will cry.. it feels worse than the end of the world..Its so pain that even how loud you scream its still never loud enough, as though even the stars are still shining so bright, but all you see is nothing in front of you..

Hold on to things you treasure. Do not let your fears and reality take you down so easily.

STAND YOUR GROUND TOGETHER!!!ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE!!!
you must have

FAITH, HOPE, TRUST and PIXIE DUST!!!

WAIT n TRUST

i know you care,

i know you are curious,

i know you wanna know,

but i dun wanna tell you..

YOU DUN UNDERSTAND,

and i know you probably wont AGREE,

but can you just STOP COMMENTING BOUT THINGS YOU DUNO!!!

DUN ACT LIKE YOU KNOW..

you are smart, SO WHAT,

you aren't me..

so just LEAVE ME ALONE NOW!!

as i said, when the time its right,

you no need ask, i'll tell it to you....

i know whr im going, n what im doing...

THANK YOU FOR CARING, BUT TRUST ME, AND LEAVE ME ALONE......

STRESS!!!!

cant sleep tonite....

having headache....

its coming back again....

and i just started my new life....

but its not oni bcuz of studies,

thr are so many more things keeping me up at this hr...

i duno why, i just cant seem to stay calm,

wat if she's late??

although she's been late few times...

wat if she deosn't come??

wat am i suppose to do?????

freak out or stay calm....?

cant sleep, pain pain, head pain..

maybe im just overdoing it,

why am i always thinking so much,

thinking bout anything n every possibilities...

i hate it!!!

can it just stop for awhile,

give me some peace...!!!!

i freaking need some peace...

SOMEONE , ANYONE, GIVE ME SOME PEACE....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

silence....(shhhh)

i shall leave with happy memories,

and a smile to say i'll be alright.

i wont deny although it has only been such a short while,

it still hurt abit inside.

but even it does, i still believe i did it rite,

i dont wanna break others heart just to keep mine.

thanks for what u once gave me,

leaving wit a hug was the last thing i could only offer you.

i hope you see beauty in her and find each other importance within one another.

now i shall leave silently and go back to my world.