Second Sweet Dream!!

yesterday after the long long party,
was so tired then slept immediately after i lay on my bed.

i only remember 2parts of my dream.
well, one was with peatree in it,
she had a new touch screen phone!!
haha(so she wish, kekeke)..

the other was me and a guy walking back home.
on the way back to my hse,
thr were this beautiful trees along the path way.
then we were walking and playing on the way.

while playing, suddenly thr were fire works in the sky,
those fire works were not those normal fire works,
it was very special fire works,
hard to describe how it looks like.
then we were standin,
my back faced him, and his arms was around my waist.
it was so warm and cuddly.
felt so protected, happy and "xin fu"...

MY DADDY IS AWESOME!!!

love my daddy,
was talking to hi just now!!!
although his kinna "chiong hei"
but the way he looks at things are so great man!!!
is like alien looking into earth!! hahaha...

he told me confidence is just like a switch!!!
if you choose to turn it on, its on.
but if u do not on it, its off.

he also told me that those pass shadow must be overcome,
and i will be a better person too.

i told me so much tat i can write it all out!!!
in conclusion,
my dad is awesome!!!
and I LOVE YOU DAD!!!

没人能把谁的幸福没收我发誓我会活的有笑容

TOO LATE... X>

Only now i know the truth...
how could you decide for me at that time!!!
how would you know what's best for me??
you dint even ask me...
and all you gave me was some lame answer,
which i was so STUPID to believe it...

if i knew that this was your reason,
i would not let go, i would try to hold on to it..
i would not have gave up on it so easily..

do you know it hurts no matter what...
that was just an excuse for your self to make you feel better...

but all that is said now its too late,
time will not turn back till that day again,
it was hard for me that time,
but now, im over it aldi,
so i just want you to know,
whether you see this or not, i dun blame you!!!
we were both young dumb and naive,
so dun feel guilty anymore, because i forgive you..

although it was really short,
but till now i still remember every small detail of those days.
the first sweet you gave me was mentos sour grape flavour!!!
so thank you too,
for helping me grow up!!!

累了

有时候，有时候

我也会累，

也会孤单，寂寞

无奈。

我也需要一个人的肩旁，

让我累了，

有躺着，依靠。

有个怀抱，

让我安心的窝在里面。

nobody knows me.

nobody wants to know me.

nobody wants to give in effort to know me.

everybody just assume they know me,

but that what they think only,

they actually just see me on the outside,

but they never understand what is i the inside.

college

holiday is no holiday!!!
sob sob sob!!!

lets talk bout college life...
well, ppl i meet thr aren't bad i guess...
thr is 29 ppl i my P3 class, and oni 7 guy!!!
1 kinda weird, 1 writting super tiny, 1 speak damn soft,
1 thinks hia an angel, 1 have big nose, 1 smoke but is trying to cut down
and 1 i dun really know yet!!!

the girls!!
me, super awesome(*cough cough*):P
anna, qian da, karren, hou yi aka commander, long irene,
cutie kim, lame mei yih and funny alicia!!!
the middle table(noisy)
laugh at annabel, darling shiela, jullian sweet heart,
evil rachel tan ang another rachel goh, boobies fiona keke,
and class wrap deetraa(pretty)
third table,
jing yi dai ka jie, annoying and most complains karyee,
jiggly li theng, miss li yung and phang phang de mei kuan!!!

yup all my class mates,
dun think i missed out any!!!hope not!!
guy im close with in the class,
angus dai ko, big bully too, always tease me..
jeremy the devil but smartie pants...
justin with the squicky voice and talks super fast..
and
kay who dunno how to play chor dai di!!!

overall i'll say my class is not bad, kinda fun!!!
and you know wat!!!
my maths teacher used a sign diagram too find out who is lazy and hard working in class'_'"
screw all thise assignments man!!!
and in at the forth floor!!!
walking up and down everyday is a damn"good" exercise!!!

i think tat's bout all of my class!!!
till next time!!