Never Perfect Heart Again

maybe some of u ppl who knows me would think im very

sam pat(38), very fan,

annoying at times, crazy, fierce, stupid n always looks happy..

but i doubt any of u had seen the real side of me,

even with my 'bestest' frenz,

i never really show the true me..

always faking some smile on to my bloodless white face..

i always believed in all fairy tales n love it so much...

but as time pass, i came to realise the real world isn't like tat...

i do not know why, how, n when did i started faking my self,

but i know that there was once i almost lost my true self..

im not kidding!!!

u may think tat how can u loose ur self,

well if u never experience u will never know..

now, to all my high school frenz,

i really love most of u guys alot,

although i may not mean anything to most of u guys,

but u guys really meant alot alot alot to me...

words cant really do justice on how i feel bout u guys,

but i really did treasure the time v had...

i know after leaving chs,

v would all walk our different ways..

that breaks me apart inside,

maybe i would never get to see some of u lovely ppl again...

now i wanna thank all my dearest frenzwho walk wit me through tis path...

1st of all, all my classmates who greatly supported me,

during class trip n class t...

i opologize as i kno the class t isn't tat nice,

n im very happy that all u guys,

28 of u ppl who supported me...im really very happpy n touched..

next my artie art frens...

TAM TAM CRAB, FISH. LAI LAI &GWENIE TOO TOO,

i really had so much fun there doin all crazy stuff together,

love u guys all so much,

futher on,

all the frens that will SAM PAT with me,

SI JUN, SHUK PUI, DARREN PIG, SHEN WEN, KIM N....

so many more,

u guys n ppl r lovely, im always happy around u ppl,

although some of u i just know for a year or less,

but i do really like having times with u..

then lastly, ppl who r always there when i ask for help,

first in line, TAM SHER REN,

KGAI TER DARLING, SHUN ZHI ZHI, YONGQING N REBECCA...

TAM is always there for me whenever i was loonely or burting inside

my LAO GONG is always there to encourage me n ever supportive of me,

I rmb when i was at the driving exams...

ZHI ZHI, although v may not speak much,n he says he's INTROVERT,

but he is a very nice n caring guy.

although he may look 'cool' n cold, but.......

as long as i know v r good frenz n i trust him too..

QING, he may seem moody always,

but actualy when he brigthen up,

he is an awesome guy to be around too.

finally, REBECCA,

altough she is not studying here anymore,

but she will always be willing to hear me talk n care bout me..

i really fell in love with high school bcause of u guys,

and i will never loose u all...

will u guys just allow me my selfishness,

u ppl mean so so so very much to me!!